the woman that i loved the most

HELLO GUYS!!!! i know you miss me so fckg damn much haha, me too i miss you all so badly. i miss to waste my freetime to blogin' all day long. but now you know? I DON'T HAVE ANY! I DON'T HAVE ANY FREETIME. oke at the first I just wanna say sorry, there's so much story that i wanna share, but you know there's a lots of stuffs to do.


the woman that i loved the most, It does not look like a lesbian word, does it? okay no! first , i am not lesbian. it's mean that I am straight, although that i don't have any boyfriend but... okay just forget it all.. and second it's for my mom..


the woman that i loved the most is my mom, just called her umi. okay the things that i know about her is, she is the best. she can cook, she can be my bestfriend and my mom at the sametime, she really believe in me and support what i do, she teach me about wrong and right, she teach how to get a healthy body, she's beautiful ( it's not because she is my mom so I can say that she is beautiful, no!! i swear she is really beautiful!), she cares about me, dad, and also my brother, etc,etc,etc,etc, I don't know how to say this, but she is incredible.

MY MOM HAS TAUGHT ME WELL!
Whatever I am today, whatever I have achieved...I owe to my mom. She has taught me well. how can I say she teach me? because....


My mom was  the typical mom who would work hard for the children. you know? when I was 9th my mom got  a job in another place who took 6 hours to get there, and I, as a girl have to do housework, that work should be done by a housewife, by mom. and i have to woke up earlier than my dad and my brothers, cooked for their breakfast, lunch and dinner, clean the house, woke them up, prepared their clothes, etc,etc, and you will say "how poor i am?" yeah i think so, but now I know! it's for me, for my future life, now I know how to cook some food, how to clean the house, how to ironing the clothes, and many housework that many girl don't know how to deal with it. haha I am proud to say that my mom teach it me.


and when I was 12th she cameback and said " learn and smile all day long. do not ever think I will allow you to deal with this housework, now is your time honey! enjoy it"

now, you can think that in what part that I just learn so much to her..

what my mother tought me?

1. My mother taught me RELIGION.
   “You’d better pray that will come out of the carpet.”
2. My mother taught me TIME TRAVEL.
   “If you don’t straighten up, I’m going to knock you into the middle of next week!”
3. My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
   “Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you’re in an accident.”
4. My mother taught me IRONY.
   “Keep crying, and I’ll give you something to cry about.”
5. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
   “Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!”
6. My mother taught me about WEATHER.
   “This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it.”
7. My mother taught me about ENVY.
   “There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don’t have wonderful parents like you do.”
8. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION.
   “Just wait until we get home.”
9. My mother taught me about RECEIVING.
   “You are going to get it when you get home!”
10. My mother taught me HUMOUR.
    “When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don’t come running to me.”
11. My mother taught me WISDOM.
    “When you get to be my age, you’ll understand.”
12. My mother taught me about JUSTICE.
    “One day you’ll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you”.

em..., why do I love my mom?
1. She was god's gift to me. From her, I learned everything that I needed to survive in this challenging world.

2. She taught me the real meaning of love (outside of emotions and beyond words) forgiveness, patience and grace

3. She was a mother who took care of all our needs.

4. She was a friend who took time to listen whether I had a happy or sad story to tell.

5. She was my teacher, my mentor and my one & only coach : teaching me what really matters in this world.

I can only thank God for my mom because without her, I would not have been brought out into this world and enjoy the life I now enjoy.
I am grateful for every minute that I have spent with her when she was still alive. I realized that while she watched me play and grow, her BEST YEARS SLIPPED AWAY. It was out of pure love and selflessness and sacrifice. I love you mama. You are the best. You will always be.

and now,  I know you are asking " so why you just posted this?" haha because... today is mother day "really?" NO!! bcs.. today it's her birthday "oh, so happy birth....." NO! because I just inspired by my brother.

so, yesterday, i just get into my brothers room loooking for him jacket, and hey you know what i found there? haha i found a letter, it's not for a girl that he love, but it's for the special woman in the world. yeah i know altough my brother is have a bad attitude, heem... it's normal for the labile boys .but he still have a pure hearth to wrote this.


"from me, to the best mom in the world. she still mite mess up sometimes. but hey, she still a good mom, she takes me on trips, she cooks. she works. she does everything . what she's good at is , LOVE. she's the best mom in the universe!!! for you, to keep"


okay mom, I love the way you serve us and teach us. and I love you. i love the way you are. all I know is you are the best mom! you are the best thing that ever been mine!